Beyond Perfect
Posted in Others on May 27th, 2010 by Lawrence – Be the first to commentIt’s rare that somebody has an event big enough to shake them from the inside out. I was naive enough to think, to believe, that I’d already had this epiphany. There’s a fragment of irony that it took a season finale of Ashes To Ashes to trigger it. I’ve had my fair share of ups and downs of late, and this has been enough to knock me from my path.
When I was younger, I set out a path for myself with a few criteria. Events of late (the past year or two) have been big, and personality-changing, but do not deserve the right to steer me from my path. Things have slowed, and it’s time to get back on the horse.
Time to step it up a notch.
One thing to note about myself – if you give me a goal, I achieve it — and with perfection. I’ve (as of the past few days) set myself some short(ish)-term objectives that are going to be hard to achieve, but never impossible.
- Of late, I’ve seen people lose faith in me. I’ve cost myself relationships with people out of ignorance and stupidity. I want every one of these people to understand exactly what they mean to me, and how little I am without them. I want them back, and I want them to think well of me.
- My career’s been bombarded with distractions. I founded GridFusions years ago with a sole objective – to make something of nothing. I promised myself that I wouldn’t lose track of this goal. This was, and always will be, essential to me. I was internationally recognised as game-changing and invited to travel from London to Sweden to Chicago and back. I put stupidity in front of this.
- My education is myself. I, again, am nothing without it. I started from a young age – a small child in Hove educated by a small school in Hove. At the age of 5, I earned scholarships at outstanding schools but could not afford to take them. I’ve moved strength to strength, with thanks to my wonderful mother and a (frankly useless) school in Durrington. Over the years I’ve learned to teach myself, and accelerated beyond expectations. I’m not sure when I lost sight of this, but I need to catch up with my aspirations.
- I’m going to change the world. It’s been woven into every one of my aspirations, and I lost sight of this. I do everything I challenge myself to do.
- I’m going to find old friends, old family members and current friends. They’ve been confused and misled by nothing other than my own drama. They’re about to find out who I really am.
- I’m going to travel the world. Starting with the next year. At minimum, I will to fly to California before university. That’s just the beginning.
- GridFusions is back. With a revised model, it’s going to be big. Think really big. Over the Summer, things are going to change. Over the next few years, I will be partnering with national and international businesses to achieve ‘our’ goals.
- I’ve lost focus on my education. My next year is going to see an enormous change. I will not be held back by money, resources or time. Education comes first.
- Everything else can wait. I’m Lawrence Job. You’ll be hearing from me shortly.
In short, I’m back.
I invite you, yes you, to join me on this journey.

